What a mess.

About a name.

Some years ago
I've fallen a word in the Eng-Dictionary

and used it as my name.

[ Mikado ]

Then I shorted form into [ Mika ]
Getting into Uni, have introdeced my name as [mkay]

and simply write it as [kay]/ [mk]

and now,

I'm in Japan
I hope I could introduced my name as Mika / Mikado

but it seens a little bit late.

p/s: Mikado means the emperor of Japan but rather than mikado they generally call it Tenno.

Walking on the Highway.

I just couldn't resist you baby.


Topshop Swallow Wedges.
HEART loads!!!

you can only on the stage.

Our different lifes

Liz'

You told me that you miss mii.
I miss you too from the bottom of my heart.
I know you do so.
She said we are still good friends.
We always know each other well.
but how long we didn't catch up.
I'm doing quite well here.
I used to the life in Japan.
Ever thinking not goin back.

How are you.
I only knew that,
-Cash just back from travelling.
-Px is lonely with her boring life.
-Carole scuk her life, burn her hand.
-Siew is somewhere with her makeup brush.
-Vern was annoyed at her kitchen colleges.

Our different lifes.

Our different styles.

Our different tastes.

You told me you cried,
You was hurt from the words.

a blossom summer

HAppy Burfdae, SUGAR PING.



Wish you [ Dream Come True. ]



--------------------------X.O.X.O--------------------

傘がなくなって、
マスカラ、メイクアップリムーバー、
練り歯磨き、シャンプー
を使い切り、全部一緒に来ました。
面白いなあ～
そういえば、先生うちの電気商品がいっぺんに
壊れて来てって。
すると、また大金がかかるんですよね。

p/s:
今日は可愛い傘を買って、楽しくなりました～

先生に待ってる時、みんなと写真を撮りました。


「先生、速く来て、皆はおなかが空いちゃった」


あの年取る男の人は、うちの担任先生です。（笑）



大好きな山口先生

新宿のアルブスは飲み会の場所として適当でありますよ～

皆さん、お疲れ様でした！

今度の飲み会はいつかな？

「キケさんの送別会？:(　」

が

楽しみしています～

------------------------------------ xoxo-------------------

七月「四日」


ラストスパート


能力試験が終わりました～　イェ～
でも合格の自信が全然持ってありません　(涙）



新大久保で焼肉食べ放題を行って、
３ヶ月にたまってるストレスを全部
焼き切りました～
あそこのスタッフは可愛いよ～
やはり韓国人ですね～
　「韓国人は最高です～」
ハハあー


食事の途中私は先に友だちに会いに行きました。
面倒な雨で、友だちとホテルに会うになりました
その後、ホテルの近くでイタリア料理を食べて、
楽しい喋りました～
隣のお客さんがアメリカじん、私たちと話しかけました～
あの人はけっこうかっこういいよ～（笑）

日本で友だちと会う、本当に楽しかったです。
友だちはインドネシア人、とってもいい人ですよ。

-----------------------XOXO---------------------------------

b.
You're monster,
you eat my Heart.

Your overindulged
made me become a monster.

I HATE myself.
I'm scuk!
I'm fcuk!
You are angry
You are dissapointed.
I'm fcuker.
I abandoned myself.
Give me a chance.
I will do well for all of you.

CHEER UP.
I CAN!!!

Giving a second chance
because I couldnt accept
what was happened.
Giving the third chance
is just to prove
that I'm SUCK!

Black Hair

Fringe is too short for mii.
It is not suitable for my UNkawaii face


トイレで撮った


前髪ちょっと短い過ぎると思う
可愛くないの私とって、困ってるなあー
（今日の授業をサボったわけだ）
早く早く伸びてくれ、神様（髪様）

Just ignore me.

EXAM is coming soon.
Countdown: 7 days.
What am I doin now,have no idea
EMO pls dont come to me.
I can't concentrate.
I just wanna cry.
Angry for every little things.
Pls help me escape from this annoyin space.
I don't know what I emo for.
Close my eyes try to wake myself up
but I lost.
Cant even find any handle to hold.
Any hand there? For me.
I called my mum
She is dressing up to attend a wedding dinner.
I called my dad
He is on the way to wedding dinner
I have no one else to call.
I cry out I shout out
loudly in my little broken HEART
nobody hear.
I clear it myself.

You know my name,
not my story

HEART.

Your heart decides who is likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart whta to do. It does it all on its own, when you least expect it, or even when you don't want it to. It loves who it wants to love, and there's nothing you can do about it.

Can you understand.

Sometimes, you just can’t tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don’t know why. Not because you don’t know your purpose. Not because you don’t trust them. But because you can’t find the right words to make them understand.

I miss everything.

I MISS YOU BADLY !